She’s looking outside her window again. She loves the warmth of the sun on her skin and the wind that splashes through her hair. She closes her eyes. It’s a peaceful morning that isn’t totally ready to be destroyed by the banging of the doors. She looks downtown and watch as random people walks by the market. She sees a girl hopping on her ballet shoes, dressed like a bunny. A man on a steel, heavy armor with makeup on. She smiles. Once again, her memories go back to that time when she was addicted to fiction…
On a rainy day when umbrellas weren’t famous and she was always seeking rest on the keep of shops, she met a guy she was quite drawn to. It isn’t her style, she reminded herself. But this guy kept on appearing before her. This guy kept showing himself that she grew fond of him. She stayed beside him and watched him. She went with him wherever he goes, pretending that she is not busy. She kept everything for herself and got so good at keeping it that it isn’t obvious anymore.
But time passes too fast. And experiences surpasses almost everything. Her brain gets drilled by circumstances, her mind influenced by the modern life. But feelings are not that easy to go. She still hoped that he felt the same way. And then he comes forward and confess his feelings. Time paused for her. What? She thought. Her body was shaking inside, her hands are numb. She does not know how to react. She does not know how she should respond to that. So she said instead, ” You’re not ready yet…” that was lame. Nice. Now you pushed him away and you’re not even doing anything to reverse it! She thought. She looked at him. His face blank. Oh no no no no, please please please don’t be like that. I did not mean anything that I just said. But she was too late. He stood up and continued what he was doing. But for her, he stood up and left.
That was the end of her fond memories of a childhood love. She never saw him again. She looked everywhere but he seems to have vanished after what she told him. She kept looking for a few more months but he was gone. She stopped then and buried what was left of his memories.
She opened her eyes and the streets below was still noisy. What wonderful times that was… she thought.
That feeling when someone close to you had a hint of the reality and they keep going deeper for more.
That feeling when someone you know begs for an explanation and a solution to their problem when they themselves are creating their own chaos.
That feeling when someone you know brags about their achievements and fame while you know how they got everything they have now is a hoax.
Empty. My mind goes empty. My heart goes empty. And I do not know what to do. I do not know what to say. When everything becomes empty. Because I cannot think properly when things get so complicated yet so simple. Hahaha.
Anyways… here are a few interesting empty posts you might like for today’s prompt…
How can one understand a complicated mind? How can one tolerate a mind whose desires and wishes are out of the ordinary? How can one love and care for another with a wild and wide imagination?
I can only laugh. There is no greater person than the one who can rstand, tolerate, and love a person with a complicated mind and brain. Do you know anyone like that? I’d want to know someone like that, and I’d celebrate his or her rare personality.
Sorry, that’s all I can say for today’s prompt. My week ended with a hyped up brain here, again, so. I cannot think straight. Am only thinking about myself right now. I have to sleep. It is another page of my life in a few hours and I should be prepared for that. You should too.
But before you do whatever you are about to do, check out other posts for understanding…
Hello, how are you guys? I apologize for being absent from the Daily Posts lately. I’ve been prepping up my blog for something new. I will be launching two blogs soon! Two blogs as of now, because I think another one would come out of the blue.
Yes, yes, starting a blog, and maintaining it and all is not easy. Blogging is not easy. If you think it is not easy, then it will never be. Right? So what is with my title today? Ha ha. I just made my emotions at the moment my title. Yes, I am smiling and it feels like 10,000 smiles already. Why? Because I am about to launch a blog. Who would not love that? It does not matter how easy or difficult it is, I am doing what I want.
But of course, I won’t tell you what the blog url is right now. I am still doing some adjustments to it before everything else. Question? Will I still be around hersnippets.wordpress.com even with a self-hosted WordPress blog? Certainly. This is like my online Diary, from another world to yours. I wouldn’t want to just end the pages.
Anyways, catch you up later with more Daily Posts!