I found this in one of my favorite notebooks. 😀 As I watch you sleep, I couldn't help myself from smiling so wide. Your face is so peaceful that all I want to do is watch you. One day you'll grow up and mature, you'll be running away from me and play and maybe there'll... Continue Reading →

I think I had or I think I have and I think I feel that everything is real. Somehow. For I have fallen in love with a man that has no face. At night he tucks me in, whispering how sweet I am, how things will be all right, and reminds me of our little... Continue Reading →

Hello, June! Rainy days started early in May but I want to accept the annoying rain officially on June. Just because. Har har. I envy those who are having their summer right now, as I have skipped and missed it a dozen times. I haven't touched a drop of water from the swimming pool and... Continue Reading →

I stand in the middle of nowhere, waiting and not waiting for someone. I smell daisies from afar, roast chicken from somewhere, and some peanuts cooking just near me. I feel hungry but bloated, I feel irritated and uncertain, I feel nothing. Is this how it feels to have your whole heart to yourself? Am... Continue Reading →

If we were having coffee, I'd tell you that these past days were a fairy tale--a dream to which I never plan to wake from but forced to. Dad visiting for my birthday is I guess the best thing ever. I mean, yeah, of course it is a "best thing ever" if it is a... Continue Reading →

I want to see you. But I don't. I want to hear your voice. But I don't. So many things I want but I can't and I don't. Due to things inevitable. Due to circumstances I cannot control. So I just stand there, waiting for your arrival if you ever will. I just stare at... Continue Reading →

What I really want... is to ride on the bus and ride for hours, not knowing where to go, not knowing when or how or where the trip will end. I won't go out for bus stops, I am afraid to get left behind. I will just sit by the window and listen to the... Continue Reading →

So here I am at 2 on a Saturday morning saying Adios Marso!!! Hola, Abril!!!! Looking back to March, I can only smile so wide. A lot of realizations. A lot of experiences! How did we ever survive together, March? 😀 As to April...I sigh at the same time laugh out loud I cannot keep... Continue Reading →

Where is this passport you speak of? A passport that will free us all of this damned rules? A passport that will take us to places filled of laughter and joy? I become so desperate to look for this passport. As I have plans of fleeing away from the grounds where I stand right now.... Continue Reading →

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